Hey All
Sorry I haven't posted for so log, it's just I've been so happy, and now, I can feel the darkness creeping in again. I can feel the thing that makes ma happy slip away. Becoming more distant and slowly disappearing. I can feel the one guy I want slipping away. Have I done something wrong? Did I offend him? Does he even know how I feel? Pah, To him, I'm some silly kid, I'm sure of it.
I keep telling myself, be me. Nothing else. Just be me. But it doesn't work. When I met him, I was so happy. SO enlightened, So bright but now. I'm so heavy, so dull, I'll work on being more me. I'll try. And I'll do whatever it takes to make him happy.
That's all folks! Sorry for such a depressing post.
Friday 3 December 2010
Saturday 9 October 2010
A little more Typing
Hey All!
Sorry for the self indulgent post. I don't know what came over me. I meant it though :D
I've been ill recently. Some flu like bug. Not fair hate it. UGH, Have had the chance to watch a load of films though.
Scorpion King - Check
Sixth Sense - Check
X-Men - Check
X-Men2 - Check
The Matrix - Check
Jack Dee At the Apollo - Check
X-Files, File 3 - Check
Not bad :D
Anyway, am off now. I'm bored. xD
Bye bye
Sorry for the self indulgent post. I don't know what came over me. I meant it though :D
I've been ill recently. Some flu like bug. Not fair hate it. UGH, Have had the chance to watch a load of films though.
Scorpion King - Check
Sixth Sense - Check
X-Men - Check
X-Men2 - Check
The Matrix - Check
Jack Dee At the Apollo - Check
X-Files, File 3 - Check
Not bad :D
Anyway, am off now. I'm bored. xD
Bye bye
Thursday 7 October 2010
You ( anxty teenager shit )
You. Oh there is so much I want to say to you. So many conversations I wish we could have. I wish I could tell you. But every time I get close. I run coz I’m nervous. How sad. I don’t want to make a fool of myself. I don’t want to be like a stupid little kid. I want you to like me. One day maybe, I’ll get the courage to tell you. If you hadn’t noticed already. Maybe you have. If you have, tell me. Please. Unless you’re nervous too. I’ll see you soon. Sooner than I thought before, I hope. Oh I wish. So so much. You really have no idea. What silly teenager I am eh? Love crazy, making a right deal out of a cush, attraction. Who knows. I wonder, do you read this? Do you take in every time I post what I say. What a drama queen I am. How it doesn't matter how personal things are. I still write about them. Indirectly or directly. Of course there are things I leave out. Obviously. But ugh! I don't know. I like you. I think about all the time. I'm just scared of telling you., in case I look like a fool. In case you don't like me back. Maybe you do, maybe you don't. You said you'd show me the stars. Name the constellations. I'd love that.
Monday 27 September 2010
Now I am 16....
Hey all!
Well, it's been just under a week since my last post. How naughty of me for neglecting you dear blog. What's happened since last week? Well.... I've turned 16. This makes life so so so much easier. I can now tell the guy I like, that I like him. If I can build up the courage that is. I think though, it's pretty clear. I mean, I'm super flirty. I think. And although I sometimes air on the cautious side, I want to tell him so badly now. But then again, what happens if he doesn't like me? I hope to god he does, but I don't know. We speak everyday. And we talk allot.
I hope he likes me too. I really do. He's the perfect SamuraiPirate.
Well that's all today really, bye bye x
Well, it's been just under a week since my last post. How naughty of me for neglecting you dear blog. What's happened since last week? Well.... I've turned 16. This makes life so so so much easier. I can now tell the guy I like, that I like him. If I can build up the courage that is. I think though, it's pretty clear. I mean, I'm super flirty. I think. And although I sometimes air on the cautious side, I want to tell him so badly now. But then again, what happens if he doesn't like me? I hope to god he does, but I don't know. We speak everyday. And we talk allot.
I hope he likes me too. I really do. He's the perfect SamuraiPirate.
Well that's all today really, bye bye x
Saturday 18 September 2010
just a quick one
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Stonehenge
Hey All !
So, I haven't really posted recently, and to be honest, screw the whole "Lets not get personal" thing, it's not going to happen, otherwise this just becomes another fictional blog about nothing, just maybe one or two semi interesting pints of view on really trivial matters, I want this to be my view on the world. For instance I am, right now, sat on my bed, with my laptop on my lap ( Who'd have guessed ) in my pyjamas. My hair is tied messily back to keep it out of the way. My make up is seriously smudged because I forgot to take it off yesterday. And all I can think off is... Him. Oh, and NO, I'm not telling you who he is, do the Math, you can probably work it out. I'm thinking abut how much fun it's going to be tomorrow, Seeing Trigger, Beast and Mrs Trigger at Stonehenge. I can't wait. Silly ow I'm so excited, but I'm gonna be missing one crucial person too. I'm thinking about what to wear, do I put on the ripped to hell skinny jeans with the holes in the knees? Or do I put on the nice new jeans that look all smart? Do I wear the corset top? Or the Gothic long sleeved one mum bought me, or the elven style top? Do I do my make up all dark and demonic? Or do I go for something more colourful, something in red? I'm looking at my posters, I have hundreds of the bloomin things. Hayley Williams. Marilyn Manson, Ville Valo, Avenged Sevenfold and a few photocopies of manga from the Model Series. Sometimes it's strange being in my room, with all these eyes looking at me. I feel guilty, like I'm being prosecuted, and yet protected. Because no matter what, they're always there. Unless I rip them down that is.
That however is a different type of personal. And insight into my mind rather than my life. I don't know. Meh.
Bye x
So, I haven't really posted recently, and to be honest, screw the whole "Lets not get personal" thing, it's not going to happen, otherwise this just becomes another fictional blog about nothing, just maybe one or two semi interesting pints of view on really trivial matters, I want this to be my view on the world. For instance I am, right now, sat on my bed, with my laptop on my lap ( Who'd have guessed ) in my pyjamas. My hair is tied messily back to keep it out of the way. My make up is seriously smudged because I forgot to take it off yesterday. And all I can think off is... Him. Oh, and NO, I'm not telling you who he is, do the Math, you can probably work it out. I'm thinking abut how much fun it's going to be tomorrow, Seeing Trigger, Beast and Mrs Trigger at Stonehenge. I can't wait. Silly ow I'm so excited, but I'm gonna be missing one crucial person too. I'm thinking about what to wear, do I put on the ripped to hell skinny jeans with the holes in the knees? Or do I put on the nice new jeans that look all smart? Do I wear the corset top? Or the Gothic long sleeved one mum bought me, or the elven style top? Do I do my make up all dark and demonic? Or do I go for something more colourful, something in red? I'm looking at my posters, I have hundreds of the bloomin things. Hayley Williams. Marilyn Manson, Ville Valo, Avenged Sevenfold and a few photocopies of manga from the Model Series. Sometimes it's strange being in my room, with all these eyes looking at me. I feel guilty, like I'm being prosecuted, and yet protected. Because no matter what, they're always there. Unless I rip them down that is.
That however is a different type of personal. And insight into my mind rather than my life. I don't know. Meh.
Bye x
Monday 13 September 2010
Personal
Hey All!
Well, it seems I've let these blogs become personal again.... Not good. It's silly how I have to keep a kind of distance between this "blog" world and the real world. Sometimes there are things I want to shout to the world, but if I do, no end of problems will arise. For instance, there is a guy I like, and I do't want him to know, just yet.... I will tell him. obviously, just a few things need to change first. See, there I go again, making things personal. But if I put too much here about that, I'll either push him away or make things too dramatic. I don't want that.
Okay, well,yesterday I went to London. For the Thamesfest. A huge festival along the river Thames. Was a really good day, we saw good friend Samsam Bubbleman, which was brilliant. It was good to see him again. Going to have to meet up for a meal soon!
Okay, so to be honest, don't really know what else to put. See you soon x
Well, it seems I've let these blogs become personal again.... Not good. It's silly how I have to keep a kind of distance between this "blog" world and the real world. Sometimes there are things I want to shout to the world, but if I do, no end of problems will arise. For instance, there is a guy I like, and I do't want him to know, just yet.... I will tell him. obviously, just a few things need to change first. See, there I go again, making things personal. But if I put too much here about that, I'll either push him away or make things too dramatic. I don't want that.
Okay, well,yesterday I went to London. For the Thamesfest. A huge festival along the river Thames. Was a really good day, we saw good friend Samsam Bubbleman, which was brilliant. It was good to see him again. Going to have to meet up for a meal soon!
Okay, so to be honest, don't really know what else to put. See you soon x
Wednesday 8 September 2010
Back to Education :(
Hey All!
Well, today I found out, I'm back at school as of Friday. Albeit half a day. Yay.... Or not. I though today, as I'm back at school soon I should possibly do some Math, make it look like I've made an effort, you know :) But after an hour or so of working, I gave up. Everything distracted me. The cat. My laptop. Weird noises from next door. The postman. Everything. This is not to say I got nothing done. In fact I got through 1.5 sections of the workbook I've been given. Not bad me thinks. Suffice to say, though, I am no looking forward to school again.
On the other hand, before I am to see SamuraiPirate and the others, I must have 1 term of school, so bring it on. I'm still counting the days. I really can't wait. And according to Dad, we may be leaving a day earlier than previously thought, as there is a Teacher Training day all across Hampshire. Wooo!
This weekend I'm off to London to Thamesfest, to see the wonderful Samsam Bubbleman! Bring on the bubbles. Haven't seen him and his crew of Bubbleoligists for almost a year ::( So will be great to catch up! Must practice the bubble tricks though. Cutting a bubble in half does take practice. Teehee. It's going to be great.
Oh guys, did I tell you, I'm 16 soon!!!! I can't wait. I don't know what I want yet to be honest. 16 days, and I still have no clue! In an ideal world, motor bike please? But something tells me, that's not going to happen. I had, originally asked for a new MP4 player, but now my iPod is working again... I don't need one. So I'm a a loss what to ask for. New Rocks C= Now that would be good. Or a steel boned corset. Haha, once again, wishful thinking I'm afraid.
Well, I can't really think of anything more to say today. Talk soon people bye bye!
x
Well, today I found out, I'm back at school as of Friday. Albeit half a day. Yay.... Or not. I though today, as I'm back at school soon I should possibly do some Math, make it look like I've made an effort, you know :) But after an hour or so of working, I gave up. Everything distracted me. The cat. My laptop. Weird noises from next door. The postman. Everything. This is not to say I got nothing done. In fact I got through 1.5 sections of the workbook I've been given. Not bad me thinks. Suffice to say, though, I am no looking forward to school again.
On the other hand, before I am to see SamuraiPirate and the others, I must have 1 term of school, so bring it on. I'm still counting the days. I really can't wait. And according to Dad, we may be leaving a day earlier than previously thought, as there is a Teacher Training day all across Hampshire. Wooo!
This weekend I'm off to London to Thamesfest, to see the wonderful Samsam Bubbleman! Bring on the bubbles. Haven't seen him and his crew of Bubbleoligists for almost a year ::( So will be great to catch up! Must practice the bubble tricks though. Cutting a bubble in half does take practice. Teehee. It's going to be great.
Oh guys, did I tell you, I'm 16 soon!!!! I can't wait. I don't know what I want yet to be honest. 16 days, and I still have no clue! In an ideal world, motor bike please? But something tells me, that's not going to happen. I had, originally asked for a new MP4 player, but now my iPod is working again... I don't need one. So I'm a a loss what to ask for. New Rocks C= Now that would be good. Or a steel boned corset. Haha, once again, wishful thinking I'm afraid.
Well, I can't really think of anything more to say today. Talk soon people bye bye!
x
Tuesday 7 September 2010
A slight Rant expanded!
Hey All!
Well, this is kind of an extension to yesterday's rant. I just ran out of typing time yesterday. Grrr!, So where was I? I moaned about the weather and then moaned about my song. I'm moany, I don't want to be moany! What I want to know really is who actually reads this? Can you comment below if you do please, just one word or maybe two!
The music thingy I went to with Nanna was good, if not a little weird! But on Sunday she took me to the Spinnaker Tower! Was very good, I even walked across the Glass floor. That was scary!! After the tower Nan, Granddad and I went to a Chinese all you can eat. Yay. I love Chinese! Here are a few snaps I took...
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This is looking down through the Glass floor!
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Well, this is kind of an extension to yesterday's rant. I just ran out of typing time yesterday. Grrr!, So where was I? I moaned about the weather and then moaned about my song. I'm moany, I don't want to be moany! What I want to know really is who actually reads this? Can you comment below if you do please, just one word or maybe two!
The music thingy I went to with Nanna was good, if not a little weird! But on Sunday she took me to the Spinnaker Tower! Was very good, I even walked across the Glass floor. That was scary!! After the tower Nan, Granddad and I went to a Chinese all you can eat. Yay. I love Chinese! Here are a few snaps I took...
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And the View from the Crow's nest! All in all, we had a great day!
Okay, so today I have to go for a CT scan. Does anyone remember when I broke my wrist, or so they debated in May? Well, the story goes, In may Mum and Dad took us all camping. and whilst putting up my tent, I missed the tent peg I was hammering in, and hit my hand ( along the thumb bone). I went to Accident and Emergency, saw a doctor and had my wrist and hand x-rayed. They said, it's only a sprain, wear this wrist splint for a few weeks and come see us again, so I did, and 6 weeks later, I am told, "Actually we think you've shattered a bone in your wrist. Ouch, so now, a further 6 weeks later, I am off to Winchester Hospital for a scan. What joy.
Last night I wrote a poem, originally destined for my other blog ( www.poemfix.blogspot.com ) but when it was finished, I decided to post it to both. Just feels right.... So here you are....
Trying to decipher what I mean to you is not as easy as it seems
I’ve checked all the signs and I’ve read all the books
To be honest, you confuse me with your bi polar reactions
I don’t want to appear immature in your eyes
Everything I tell you is laced with the emotions I swell from
In truth you see, I want to scream at you how I feel
I hold back, answering your questions, as openly as possible
I may bend the truth, but I tell no lies
I find play lists of songs that pull back memories of you
When I watch films I can almost hear you laughing
The books I read are inspired by your interests and likes
I want to be more like you. So you’ll want me
My ambitions in life are different now, from meeting you
Ideas I had, theories of the world, karma and fate
They all changed with one of your deeply warming smiles
One thing has stayed the same, with you I want to be
This text isn’t neat and tidy, it’s not meant to be
Meticulously numbered syllables are missing
Because thins is raw and real straight from my heart
Written so you can see who I am.
No masterpiece, but no worries, it's not meant to be. Hope you like it, well, that's all for today. Bye bye people
Monday 6 September 2010
A slight rant
Hey All
Well, today was fun! I went into town and saw all my mates for the first time in a while. Was a really good day! Until it rained. To be honest, that just ruined it. Honestly. Why rain. the weather was nice, every one was happy and smiling then little drops of watery sadness started to fall, and kill the mood. Why why why. Apart from the clouds depositing their opinions upon us, whether we wanted them or not, I had a good day. I got some new bandannas, ate some gummy bears, drank a little bit of MONSTER energy. Life is good.
I wrote a song the other day. It's pretty rubbish. Trying to write about a night I had, and as a poem it;s great. And I'm sure, if I could get the right melody, it would sound so much better. Keep trying I suppose.
Well, that's my rant for today. Bye bye people x
Well, today was fun! I went into town and saw all my mates for the first time in a while. Was a really good day! Until it rained. To be honest, that just ruined it. Honestly. Why rain. the weather was nice, every one was happy and smiling then little drops of watery sadness started to fall, and kill the mood. Why why why. Apart from the clouds depositing their opinions upon us, whether we wanted them or not, I had a good day. I got some new bandannas, ate some gummy bears, drank a little bit of MONSTER energy. Life is good.
I wrote a song the other day. It's pretty rubbish. Trying to write about a night I had, and as a poem it;s great. And I'm sure, if I could get the right melody, it would sound so much better. Keep trying I suppose.
Well, that's my rant for today. Bye bye people x
Saturday 4 September 2010
Wey!
Hey All!
Well, I'm back from greenbelt. That was fun. But now I'm counting the days until I'm up in Yorkshire again. I miss all the guys up there, especially SamuraiPirate. Well, Greenbelt.... I saw this amazing band Toxic Federation! They were amazing... So anyone who likes heavy music... Go look them up, then buy their album, then go to their gigs and then become a superfan! I'm currently texting the lead singer ( Mitchel Emms ) who is completely nuts, but also a real laugh. His number is 0789456.... Did you really think I'd give it you? Nah. I'm too nice. Seriously though. Check them out!
Yorkshire! Oh how I want to go back. I worked out the hours until I get there ( working on arriving at 5pm ) yesterday. It seems so long! It's stupid to think I have so long until I can see everyone again! Miss them all so much! Mostly I can't wait to see SamuraiPirate, I have a bracelet I made for him :)
Oooh! Pot Noodle! Thanks Mum! Beef and Tomato :)
Anyway, tonight I'm off out with my Nanna and Grampy. Some old time Music thingy, looks interesting. Then Sunday, I'm not sure what I'm doing, maybe going out with Nanna again. Could be fun :)
I'm contemplating going veggie. Meat, to me, doesn't hold all that big of an appeal. I don't like death for animals ( Apart from in self defence or if it's an "Mercy Killing" ) and most of what I eat is suitable for vegetarians. Maybe I will. I'll have to think!
Well, that's all for today! Bye bye
Well, I'm back from greenbelt. That was fun. But now I'm counting the days until I'm up in Yorkshire again. I miss all the guys up there, especially SamuraiPirate. Well, Greenbelt.... I saw this amazing band Toxic Federation! They were amazing... So anyone who likes heavy music... Go look them up, then buy their album, then go to their gigs and then become a superfan! I'm currently texting the lead singer ( Mitchel Emms ) who is completely nuts, but also a real laugh. His number is 0789456.... Did you really think I'd give it you? Nah. I'm too nice. Seriously though. Check them out!
Yorkshire! Oh how I want to go back. I worked out the hours until I get there ( working on arriving at 5pm ) yesterday. It seems so long! It's stupid to think I have so long until I can see everyone again! Miss them all so much! Mostly I can't wait to see SamuraiPirate, I have a bracelet I made for him :)
Oooh! Pot Noodle! Thanks Mum! Beef and Tomato :)
Anyway, tonight I'm off out with my Nanna and Grampy. Some old time Music thingy, looks interesting. Then Sunday, I'm not sure what I'm doing, maybe going out with Nanna again. Could be fun :)
I'm contemplating going veggie. Meat, to me, doesn't hold all that big of an appeal. I don't like death for animals ( Apart from in self defence or if it's an "Mercy Killing" ) and most of what I eat is suitable for vegetarians. Maybe I will. I'll have to think!
Well, that's all for today! Bye bye
Sunday 22 August 2010
Greenbelt and other stuff!
Hey All!
Well, tomorrow I am off to Greenbelt! Yes, I know it doesn't start 'till Friday, but Dad is working so we must be there early. I am taking with me my best mate Giggles! And we're going to have a whale of a time! Seriously. I can't wait. I really want to see Milton Jones, if only to gloat at my friends. I'm so nice. I'm also looking forward to seeing what 'The Scatter Rats' are like. They look cool. Would love to also visit the Fairy Love tent. Oh there is so much to do! Is going to be an amazing time!
Well, I miss all they guys up at Cock O' The North. It fails. Was so fun up there! Roll on October. Seriously. They all went to Wendy House last night. I am rather jealous. All had a wonderful time though, which is good. One of the guys there, SamuraiPirate, recommended I listen to some Nightwish, which I am eternally grateful too, Nightwish are amazing. Am currently debating with myself who I prefer though Tarja or the new singer ( I can't remember her name ) They are good! Definite thumbs up!
Anyway, Sleepy Hollow calls me, talk later people x
Well, tomorrow I am off to Greenbelt! Yes, I know it doesn't start 'till Friday, but Dad is working so we must be there early. I am taking with me my best mate Giggles! And we're going to have a whale of a time! Seriously. I can't wait. I really want to see Milton Jones, if only to gloat at my friends. I'm so nice. I'm also looking forward to seeing what 'The Scatter Rats' are like. They look cool. Would love to also visit the Fairy Love tent. Oh there is so much to do! Is going to be an amazing time!
Well, I miss all they guys up at Cock O' The North. It fails. Was so fun up there! Roll on October. Seriously. They all went to Wendy House last night. I am rather jealous. All had a wonderful time though, which is good. One of the guys there, SamuraiPirate, recommended I listen to some Nightwish, which I am eternally grateful too, Nightwish are amazing. Am currently debating with myself who I prefer though Tarja or the new singer ( I can't remember her name ) They are good! Definite thumbs up!
Anyway, Sleepy Hollow calls me, talk later people x
Friday 20 August 2010
The Holiday!
Hey All!
Well, sorry for not posing recently, have been off on my travels. We've been to the New Forest ( bleugh, not the best holiday we've had..... ) and to Hipperholme ( Near Halifax, Yorkshire ) ( We got back 3am this morning ¬_¬ ).
Well, The New Forest. I'm not one for camping. Usually I hate it. And, I do't really enjoy the site we were on either. But. hey ho, you get on with it. The week was fine until my 3year old sister was kicked by a horse. She was okay, but that put an end to feeding the wild pones. As you can imagine. I fell, and cut my hip open ( not too deeply, but then, being skinny as I am, there isn't much to cut.) That's almost healed now.
To be fair the holiday wasn't "Bad" I just didn't enjoy it as much as I could have. And after being in Hipperholme, well, I'd rather have skipped holiday one, and gone straight to holiday two.
Hipperholme. Wow, what an amazing week. That was by far one of the best holidays I have ever been on, if not the best. We were camping in a field behind the Halifax Steam Brewery's Bar Tap. (http://www.aswiftone.com/2008/03/halifax-steam-brewing-co.html a review of the place) The camp-site was immaculate, and although the weather could have been nicer setting up, the sun shone for us throughout the week. We spent most nights at Cock O' The North, not for the beer ( although I'm told it is very nice ) but for the company there. Mr E, The owner/brewer/ general mad man of the place welcomed up with open arms ( quite literally ) and made us part of the family. From there on, I personally met around 6 of the staff ( Just thinking up nicknames for them ) and to be honest. I want to go back, it was so amazing there. The Barman who served us on the first night is ended up drinking with us ( Well, those of us allowed to drink ) after hours, and the rest of the week followed suit. Although Cock O' The North shuts officially at 11, I don't think we left before midnight once. During this time we got to know the people there. I miss them already to a certain extent. They are smart people, and really good conversation. As I said earlier, I can't wait to see them all again. Truly. Bring on October!!!!
Coming home from Yorkshire however was a complete farce. The car broke down. Big deal yeah? Well, we ended up waiting nearly 2 hours for the breakdown people to turn up. Not good with a 3 year old and a 2 year old to look after. Breakdown also refused to take all 7 of us, leaving my Dad to find his own way home from the middle of the M1. When they finally got here, The messed around for 20 minutes then towed us to Meadow Hill Shopping Centre Car Park and left us there. Thankfully Dad's friend lived not far away and managed to fix the problem, and 6 hours later, we were on our way again. And at 3am we were home. Finally.
Well, after this extensive post, my typing fingers are tired. So I shall bid you a fond farewell, until next time x
Well, sorry for not posing recently, have been off on my travels. We've been to the New Forest ( bleugh, not the best holiday we've had..... ) and to Hipperholme ( Near Halifax, Yorkshire ) ( We got back 3am this morning ¬_¬ ).
Well, The New Forest. I'm not one for camping. Usually I hate it. And, I do't really enjoy the site we were on either. But. hey ho, you get on with it. The week was fine until my 3year old sister was kicked by a horse. She was okay, but that put an end to feeding the wild pones. As you can imagine. I fell, and cut my hip open ( not too deeply, but then, being skinny as I am, there isn't much to cut.) That's almost healed now.
To be fair the holiday wasn't "Bad" I just didn't enjoy it as much as I could have. And after being in Hipperholme, well, I'd rather have skipped holiday one, and gone straight to holiday two.
Hipperholme. Wow, what an amazing week. That was by far one of the best holidays I have ever been on, if not the best. We were camping in a field behind the Halifax Steam Brewery's Bar Tap. (http://www.aswiftone.com/2008/03/halifax-steam-brewing-co.html a review of the place) The camp-site was immaculate, and although the weather could have been nicer setting up, the sun shone for us throughout the week. We spent most nights at Cock O' The North, not for the beer ( although I'm told it is very nice ) but for the company there. Mr E, The owner/brewer/ general mad man of the place welcomed up with open arms ( quite literally ) and made us part of the family. From there on, I personally met around 6 of the staff ( Just thinking up nicknames for them ) and to be honest. I want to go back, it was so amazing there. The Barman who served us on the first night is ended up drinking with us ( Well, those of us allowed to drink ) after hours, and the rest of the week followed suit. Although Cock O' The North shuts officially at 11, I don't think we left before midnight once. During this time we got to know the people there. I miss them already to a certain extent. They are smart people, and really good conversation. As I said earlier, I can't wait to see them all again. Truly. Bring on October!!!!
Coming home from Yorkshire however was a complete farce. The car broke down. Big deal yeah? Well, we ended up waiting nearly 2 hours for the breakdown people to turn up. Not good with a 3 year old and a 2 year old to look after. Breakdown also refused to take all 7 of us, leaving my Dad to find his own way home from the middle of the M1. When they finally got here, The messed around for 20 minutes then towed us to Meadow Hill Shopping Centre Car Park and left us there. Thankfully Dad's friend lived not far away and managed to fix the problem, and 6 hours later, we were on our way again. And at 3am we were home. Finally.
Well, after this extensive post, my typing fingers are tired. So I shall bid you a fond farewell, until next time x
Wednesday 14 July 2010
Tired
Hey All
Well, It's 20 past 9 in the morning. Ugh, I'm tired, bored and watching "Bob The Builder - Born To Be Wild" With my 2 year old brother and my 3 year old sister. I hate Bob The Builder. I am cold, My Back hurts, but I am so psyched for Saturday though. I am singing C= Wow. I can't wait. But I'm also really scared. What if I loose my voice? What if I Forget the Lyrics? What if my voice goes flat?? =S Still, I'm looking forward to the gig. And it's going to be really great! I hope enough people come. I don't want to be singing to 3/4 people, I'd rather sing to 20 xD
Oh, and Lemon <3s Lime :)
That's all Folks! xx
Thursday 8 July 2010
Rawr
Hey All
Well, wow, Rawr! I can't really say much at the moment. but rawr!
Happy times recently, I have some amazing friends, and at the moment, the smile won't come off my face. It's a miracle. The sun is out, the moon is bright. just. Wow
Not much else to day.
Byeeeeee
Well, wow, Rawr! I can't really say much at the moment. but rawr!
Happy times recently, I have some amazing friends, and at the moment, the smile won't come off my face. It's a miracle. The sun is out, the moon is bright. just. Wow
Not much else to day.
Byeeeeee
Wednesday 23 June 2010
Greenbelt
Hey All,
Well, how awesome, I now have most of my best friends working at GreenBelt... This year shall be amazing. I cannot wait :) Things are beginning to sort themselves out and I am on a kind of emotional high! I'm loving it, my singing has improved, my mood is up and generally, the sun is shining brighter :)
Not really in the mood to type lol
Cya laters x
Well, how awesome, I now have most of my best friends working at GreenBelt... This year shall be amazing. I cannot wait :) Things are beginning to sort themselves out and I am on a kind of emotional high! I'm loving it, my singing has improved, my mood is up and generally, the sun is shining brighter :)
Not really in the mood to type lol
Cya laters x
Sunday 20 June 2010
Sunday 13 June 2010
RAnt2
Hey All,
SO here we go again, rant number 2!
Today has been hot! Oh so hot. The sun has been shining, but now, thank goodness, the sin has hidden, and the rain has come. I love the rain, more than most things. Just the wetness, I love it!
Tomorrow it's back to school. I'm looking forward to it to be honest. Normality, yay. I get to see my friends, Sky, Quarrie, Lumpy :) BumbleBee, it's gonna be awesome. I don't know why I am so excited, I saw them all Friday, I just miss 'em.
I have one song going through my head, Prelude 12/21 here are the lyrics -
This is what I brought you, this you can keep.
This is what I brought, you may forget me.
I promise to depart, just promise one thing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
This is what I brought you, this you can keep.
This is what I brought, you may forget me.
I promise you my heart just promise to sing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa
(Whoa, Whoa)
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
This is what I thought, I thought you’d need me.
This is what I thought, so think me naive
I'd promised you a heart, you'd promise to keep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
`Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.`
They are beautiful, This is the song I want at my funeral, should I die.
Hmmm... Rant over now I think, what a short rant!
Oh well cya folks x
SO here we go again, rant number 2!
Today has been hot! Oh so hot. The sun has been shining, but now, thank goodness, the sin has hidden, and the rain has come. I love the rain, more than most things. Just the wetness, I love it!
Tomorrow it's back to school. I'm looking forward to it to be honest. Normality, yay. I get to see my friends, Sky, Quarrie, Lumpy :) BumbleBee, it's gonna be awesome. I don't know why I am so excited, I saw them all Friday, I just miss 'em.
I have one song going through my head, Prelude 12/21 here are the lyrics -
This is what I brought you, this you can keep.
This is what I brought, you may forget me.
I promise to depart, just promise one thing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
This is what I brought you, this you can keep.
This is what I brought, you may forget me.
I promise you my heart just promise to sing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa
(Whoa, Whoa)
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
This is what I thought, I thought you’d need me.
This is what I thought, so think me naive
I'd promised you a heart, you'd promise to keep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
`Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.`
They are beautiful, This is the song I want at my funeral, should I die.
Hmmm... Rant over now I think, what a short rant!
Oh well cya folks x
Saturday 12 June 2010
Rant
Hey All
I am a little stressed today, I have no idea why, just every little thing is pissing me off. Just little things like this world cup, why all the fuss? Its a game. That's all. My hair wouldn't go up the way I wanted it too either. The car was too hot, my new headphones are not the same as my old ones. Ugh! Just everything going to pieces. I have Loads to look forward to, just I wanna hit something.
I'm listening to some good music, TheJoker has converted me into a fan of AFI. Ahhwhhh... Davey Havok <3
My favourite songs of theirs is currently Miss Murder and Medicate, but I haven't really heard much of them... Yet...
But yess... Davey Havok is rather yummy to look at. Although what has he done to his beautiful hair! I have three pictures of him on my Laptop ( Thank you Google :) ) Each with a different hairstyle, His newest though... Aww, he needs his hair back... if you look up the video to Miss Murder, you'll see how amazing his hair is there, I want it :) I really do..... Maybe, just maybe I'll cut mine like it :)
Hmm, I am actually feeling loads better from this rant... hank you my blogging awesomeness :)
See you soon people xx
I am a little stressed today, I have no idea why, just every little thing is pissing me off. Just little things like this world cup, why all the fuss? Its a game. That's all. My hair wouldn't go up the way I wanted it too either. The car was too hot, my new headphones are not the same as my old ones. Ugh! Just everything going to pieces. I have Loads to look forward to, just I wanna hit something.
I'm listening to some good music, TheJoker has converted me into a fan of AFI. Ahhwhhh... Davey Havok <3
My favourite songs of theirs is currently Miss Murder and Medicate, but I haven't really heard much of them... Yet...
But yess... Davey Havok is rather yummy to look at. Although what has he done to his beautiful hair! I have three pictures of him on my Laptop ( Thank you Google :) ) Each with a different hairstyle, His newest though... Aww, he needs his hair back... if you look up the video to Miss Murder, you'll see how amazing his hair is there, I want it :) I really do..... Maybe, just maybe I'll cut mine like it :)
Hmm, I am actually feeling loads better from this rant... hank you my blogging awesomeness :)
See you soon people xx
Thursday 10 June 2010
Camping... Again
Hey All!
So, I've been camping again. Yes. Just for the half term week though. What have you been up to? We camped in this beautiful little spot where we were surrounded by trees and nature :) This has got me so Psyched for Greenbelt 2010 :) I cant wait.
Festivals here I come! This year I am hoping to go to, Lymington Peace fair, Thames Fest and Greenbelt. I really wanted to go to Download, but alas, I can't really afford £200 on one weekend. My mate Sickness is under orders to buy me prezies though. :)
I have just started a new GCSE Art Project. Subject Body Art... It's really interesting looking up all about Tattoos and Henna and Piercings. From every where around the world. There is so much of a preconception in life of how Art is only for those who can draw. When in fact, you needn't have nay skill. Just the willingnes to try.
Well that's all folks!
So, I've been camping again. Yes. Just for the half term week though. What have you been up to? We camped in this beautiful little spot where we were surrounded by trees and nature :) This has got me so Psyched for Greenbelt 2010 :) I cant wait.
Festivals here I come! This year I am hoping to go to, Lymington Peace fair, Thames Fest and Greenbelt. I really wanted to go to Download, but alas, I can't really afford £200 on one weekend. My mate Sickness is under orders to buy me prezies though. :)
I have just started a new GCSE Art Project. Subject Body Art... It's really interesting looking up all about Tattoos and Henna and Piercings. From every where around the world. There is so much of a preconception in life of how Art is only for those who can draw. When in fact, you needn't have nay skill. Just the willingnes to try.
Well that's all folks!
Saturday 22 May 2010
Tuesday 18 May 2010
Fish
Hey All!
Well, today I have new fish.... Two gold fish, one with white markings, one with black markings, to add to my other three Minnoes. The Minnoes are named Nimue (The albino one) Nadija ( One of the black ones ) and Lilith ( The other black one ). I still have no idea what to name the other two..... I'll think of something.
Nothing much else is going on. My room is tidy... Ish....
I am still friends with TheJoker.... For longer than ever! Wow... What has happened. Life being an Events Manager is fun... Trying to juggle people's happiness along with working the group is interesting. Thankfully I have TheJoker, PinkPrincess and Flump to help me. They are really helpful, and finally some modicum of communication has been sorted.
Well, other than that... Nothing really has been going on....
xxx
Well, today I have new fish.... Two gold fish, one with white markings, one with black markings, to add to my other three Minnoes. The Minnoes are named Nimue (The albino one) Nadija ( One of the black ones ) and Lilith ( The other black one ). I still have no idea what to name the other two..... I'll think of something.
Nothing much else is going on. My room is tidy... Ish....
I am still friends with TheJoker.... For longer than ever! Wow... What has happened. Life being an Events Manager is fun... Trying to juggle people's happiness along with working the group is interesting. Thankfully I have TheJoker, PinkPrincess and Flump to help me. They are really helpful, and finally some modicum of communication has been sorted.
Well, other than that... Nothing really has been going on....
xxx
Saturday 8 May 2010
Art, mine!
Hey All
As an Art Student I get the chance to see many pieces of art.... Not the originals of course, but prints of. It gets me how a so called artist can draw 3 lines on a piece of torn paper and call it a masterpiece, yet Jane Doe from down the street can draw a stunningly accurate portrait of the local postman and it's worth nothing. Surely anyone can draw 3 lines. As you can see from the pictures, I am no world class artist. I like to draw none the less. My drawings range from being minimalist to complex and rather detailed. The two in the pictures are what I'd call in between. Neither are greatly detailed. But neither are simplistic either.
Designing corsets has to be one of my favourite things to do. Such simplistic pieces of clothing with such possibility. The design freedom never ends. I love designing clothes. Nothing can stop me when I am on a roll. Dresses, T-shirts, jeans, shorts, underwear. Everything. If I could, I would make every piece of clothing I have ever designed. Even if I hate the finished design. So I could see
More recently my doodles have been lyric based. Music has been running through my head and the particular lyric at the time will end up integrated into my current doodle. Sometimes the image turns out amazingly, other times I end up with text that is totally irrelevant to the drawing.
Anyway, that's all for today!
Thursday 6 May 2010
Oh Damn
Hey All
Well, crumbs! Everything seems to be going down the toilet. Spinning rapidly away. The gig I was meant to be singing at has been cancelled. I am sure they guy I like thinks I'm an annoying little girl and I seem to be falling out with people left right and centre. What have I done wrong to deserve this? If you have any ideas, tell me please.
Otherwise, things have been okay. I am having a corset made for me by a very good friend. I need to find a way to repay her kindness. My art work is nearly finished, well, this piece anyway. Now to drill a few holes an Voilà !
These blogs seem to be becoming shorter and shorter. Either my literary skills are deteriorating or just getting lazy. I think to be utterly truthful the latter is more accurate. Hmmm....
I have a poetry blog now. www.poemfix.blogspot.com Come visit. I am not going to say I am some poet laureate but I have a few ideas hat have been teased into some kind of poetic from. I have also decided to mess around with the text colour, size and font :D Add a little spice to things. Sort of.
Oh well, if I type any more this is going to get even more boring. See you soon folks1
Sunday 2 May 2010
Long time, no type
Hey all...
Well, I have been tidying my room recently, so haven't been able to do any computing. Nothing great has been going on recently, I have discovered I like Bullet for my valentine. If that is of any interest. I have covered 3 of my four walls with posters. Lots of pictures of Ville Valo, Amy Lee, Matt Tuck, Hayley Williams and may many more. Oh, I free so free now. Free of mess. Free of the lack of space I had. WOW. Freedom. It feels weird, though. a room this tidy. a floor so spotless. Ugh. Makes me shiver. But it's worth it. Now to keep it this way, the hard work beings.
The Music Project I sing with has a gig at the end of the month. I am so nervous. What if no one likes me? What if I loose my voice? I'm screwed. Hopefully I'll do okay though. Well enough I won't get booed off. That would be horrible.
Anyway, that's all xx
Well, I have been tidying my room recently, so haven't been able to do any computing. Nothing great has been going on recently, I have discovered I like Bullet for my valentine. If that is of any interest. I have covered 3 of my four walls with posters. Lots of pictures of Ville Valo, Amy Lee, Matt Tuck, Hayley Williams and may many more. Oh, I free so free now. Free of mess. Free of the lack of space I had. WOW. Freedom. It feels weird, though. a room this tidy. a floor so spotless. Ugh. Makes me shiver. But it's worth it. Now to keep it this way, the hard work beings.
The Music Project I sing with has a gig at the end of the month. I am so nervous. What if no one likes me? What if I loose my voice? I'm screwed. Hopefully I'll do okay though. Well enough I won't get booed off. That would be horrible.
Anyway, that's all xx
Friday 16 April 2010
Contemplating
Hey All!
Well, recently I have been contemplating life, love and my relationship with friends. In the past I have made mistakes. I have lied. I have been self centred. I have said thing that are vicious. And could harm people severely. Accusations I have made and lies I have told need to stop. The truth must prevail. If I have lied to you. I am sorry.
I now want everyone to see me as the truthful, realistic, trustworthy person I aspire to be.
Bye bye
Well, recently I have been contemplating life, love and my relationship with friends. In the past I have made mistakes. I have lied. I have been self centred. I have said thing that are vicious. And could harm people severely. Accusations I have made and lies I have told need to stop. The truth must prevail. If I have lied to you. I am sorry.
I now want everyone to see me as the truthful, realistic, trustworthy person I aspire to be.
Bye bye
Monday 12 April 2010
Ophelia
Hey All!
Well, this week I have been camping. What joy! We camped on the outskirts of the New Forest. It truly is a beautiful place there. Donkey's and horses roam free, along with other animals such as deer and cows. I'm not usually a nature person, but sometimes it's nice to be away from the norm.
I have missed my Goth-ieness. Living in a tent for a week makes putting on boots almost impossible. And relying on baby wipes for taking off my makeup is.... Difficult. Didn't stop me trying though!!! In other news, my phone has decided to play silly fools now. Either freezing on me or turning it's self off. Bloody thing. Off to Vodafone I go :D Hopefully they will either fix or replace it. Although I'm not really looking forward to being without a phone for a while. O well.
What else? Hmmmm.... I recently rebuilt my computer. 60gb of rubbish gone! Wow. My computer is runing much smoother and faster now. For once, I have a speedy puter! And no I have space! Space for music ( <3 ) and other junk :D.
Oh well, that's all xx
Well, this week I have been camping. What joy! We camped on the outskirts of the New Forest. It truly is a beautiful place there. Donkey's and horses roam free, along with other animals such as deer and cows. I'm not usually a nature person, but sometimes it's nice to be away from the norm.
I have missed my Goth-ieness. Living in a tent for a week makes putting on boots almost impossible. And relying on baby wipes for taking off my makeup is.... Difficult. Didn't stop me trying though!!! In other news, my phone has decided to play silly fools now. Either freezing on me or turning it's self off. Bloody thing. Off to Vodafone I go :D Hopefully they will either fix or replace it. Although I'm not really looking forward to being without a phone for a while. O well.
What else? Hmmmm.... I recently rebuilt my computer. 60gb of rubbish gone! Wow. My computer is runing much smoother and faster now. For once, I have a speedy puter! And no I have space! Space for music ( <3 ) and other junk :D.
Oh well, that's all xx
Friday 2 April 2010
Mortality
Hey All...
Well, yesterday I went to a funeral. It made me think about mortality and life. I am great fan of books based on Vampires and the cliché 'Goth teen romance'. Sad, yes I know. But what the hell. It's a release from the monotonous world I live in.
I have been watching all the friends episodes I can get my hands on. They are so funny! Lol.
I don;t really have any more to type. Cya
x
Tuesday 30 March 2010
Hello again
Hey All!
Ok, so I haven't posted in a while. Sorry. I've been having a rough time of it. I am okay though. Don't worry. Actually, do worry. Worry hard enough you will come back to me. That you will click follow, just to see if I live to post another day.
I have started reading, reading like there is no tomorrow, Even at this moment I have a book open in front of me. Forever by Alison Noel. I have just finished reading the first two books of the house of Night series, Marked then Betrayed. Chosen is being ordered in by my local library. I am also currently reading P!nk's biography and Longman's German Guide. I have finished reading Marilyn Manson's Auto Biography I sure read allot. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe not. I don't care. I can emerge myself in another world. Loose all worries, loose all fears. The release of a story world is one I will forever adore.
I have also been righting allot of poetry. Some I may share here. Just not now. I need some more inspiration though. Any ideas people?
Anyway, in the words of great looney tunes That's all folks ;)
Ok, so I haven't posted in a while. Sorry. I've been having a rough time of it. I am okay though. Don't worry. Actually, do worry. Worry hard enough you will come back to me. That you will click follow, just to see if I live to post another day.
I have started reading, reading like there is no tomorrow, Even at this moment I have a book open in front of me. Forever by Alison Noel. I have just finished reading the first two books of the house of Night series, Marked then Betrayed. Chosen is being ordered in by my local library. I am also currently reading P!nk's biography and Longman's German Guide. I have finished reading Marilyn Manson's Auto Biography I sure read allot. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe not. I don't care. I can emerge myself in another world. Loose all worries, loose all fears. The release of a story world is one I will forever adore.
I have also been righting allot of poetry. Some I may share here. Just not now. I need some more inspiration though. Any ideas people?
Anyway, in the words of great looney tunes That's all folks ;)
Thursday 25 March 2010
Hallo
Hej All!
Well.. What's new? Hmmm... I am now taking GCSE German. Hence the German title today :D Spookje and PezMeister got back together. I'm not annoyed as such, more hurt. I love him. But he loves her. So I am happy for him. Because, when it comes to it. That's all that really matters to me.
I am now friends with TheJoker once again. Lol... My 'true hatred' of him seems to disappear when I see him. My head says hate him. My heart says "Remember his touch" Bloody annoying.
Oh well. That's all really. Bye bye
www.bubblemad.com
Well.. What's new? Hmmm... I am now taking GCSE German. Hence the German title today :D Spookje and PezMeister got back together. I'm not annoyed as such, more hurt. I love him. But he loves her. So I am happy for him. Because, when it comes to it. That's all that really matters to me.
I am now friends with TheJoker once again. Lol... My 'true hatred' of him seems to disappear when I see him. My head says hate him. My heart says "Remember his touch" Bloody annoying.
Oh well. That's all really. Bye bye
www.bubblemad.com
Hallo
Hej All!
Well.. What's new? Hmmm... I am now taking GCSE German. Hence the German title today :D I am pissed off with Spookje. Only because she has taken one innocent comment the wrong way, and has now put me in a bad mood. I was already on edge, as her and PezMeister got back together. I'm not annoyed as such, more hurt. I love him. But he loves her. So I am happy for him. Because, when it comes to it. That's all that really matters to me.
I am now friends with TheJoker once again. Lol... My 'true hatred' of him seems to disappear when I see him. My head says hate him. My heart says "Remember his touch" Bloody annoying.
Oh well. That's all really. Bye bye
www.bubblemad.com
Well.. What's new? Hmmm... I am now taking GCSE German. Hence the German title today :D I am pissed off with Spookje. Only because she has taken one innocent comment the wrong way, and has now put me in a bad mood. I was already on edge, as her and PezMeister got back together. I'm not annoyed as such, more hurt. I love him. But he loves her. So I am happy for him. Because, when it comes to it. That's all that really matters to me.
I am now friends with TheJoker once again. Lol... My 'true hatred' of him seems to disappear when I see him. My head says hate him. My heart says "Remember his touch" Bloody annoying.
Oh well. That's all really. Bye bye
www.bubblemad.com
Saturday 20 March 2010
The Concert
Hey all!
Well. Went and saw HIM. WOW. They were, simply amazing. Ville was, as always, stunning. And So was Linde, Mige, Gas and Burton. I was 3 people from the front for most of the concert.. And by the amount of bum touching going on... :/ :P.
That was, so far, one of the best nights of my life. I literally can't say much more. They were superb.In every way. Well done.
They were supported by a fellow band Dommin. And wow. I am at this precise moment listening to some of their music. They are rather good. And after getting hugs from the band and my ticket signed. I am now a fan. 100%
I especially lie their song Dark Holiday. Definitely worth a listen. Youtube them.
Anyway, that' all people. Cya xx
www.bubblemad.com
Well. Went and saw HIM. WOW. They were, simply amazing. Ville was, as always, stunning. And So was Linde, Mige, Gas and Burton. I was 3 people from the front for most of the concert.. And by the amount of bum touching going on... :/ :P.
That was, so far, one of the best nights of my life. I literally can't say much more. They were superb.In every way. Well done.
They were supported by a fellow band Dommin. And wow. I am at this precise moment listening to some of their music. They are rather good. And after getting hugs from the band and my ticket signed. I am now a fan. 100%
I especially lie their song Dark Holiday. Definitely worth a listen. Youtube them.
Anyway, that' all people. Cya xx
www.bubblemad.com
Monday 15 March 2010
Ville Valo and other random stuff
Hey All!
4 days until the HIM concert! WOW! I am so excited. Me, TheBlob and Smurf are off to see them Thursday! I have been looking forward to this for 3 months! And it's finally here! I really hope they play some of the more melancholy songs, or the darker ones, as at the moment I am feeling rather low. But to be honest. Anything will do. I mean this is HIM. They could play Baa Baa Black Sheep and I wouldn't care!
I saw Alice in Wonderland Wednesday. It was awesome. The graphics were breathtakingly amazing, The sound was terrific. It felt like I was there. Another thumbs up to the genius of Tim Burton, Helena Bonham Carter, Johnny Depp and Danny Elfman. That was officially one of the best films I have ever seen. I am definitely getting the DVD.
Well, that's all really. Cya folks
Sunday 14 March 2010
Regrets
Hey All
Sometimes I regret what I put here. I forget that the world can see. That the world is open to their own opinion.
Sometimes I regret what I put here. I forget that the world can see. That the world is open to their own opinion.
Saturday 13 March 2010
In-between Day
Hey All
Today is one of those days. Yesterday was Dad's birthday . Fun times. Tomorrow is Mother's Day. Again, fun times. But today. Well, today is a bit of an anticlimax. Nothing to celebrate today. I'm just sat here. Listening to "Heartkiller" by HIM. Typing. How interesting. There is a empty packet of McCoy's next to me. Yum Yum. I am convinced my Teddy is giving me evils. And my cat is showing off her fangs.
My good friend Blonde-Walf wrote a poem recently, China dolls. It is literally the best poem I have read in ages. She has done extremely well. I am so proud. http://blonde-walf.deviantart.com/art/China-Dolls-153719255 Vain as it may seem I like to surround myself with people who are good at something. That can be anything from righting and preforming songs to making me laugh. It doesn't matter to me.
Hmm... Nothing else really to put. Been a boring day lol. See you later folks.
www.bubblemad.com
Today is one of those days. Yesterday was Dad's birthday . Fun times. Tomorrow is Mother's Day. Again, fun times. But today. Well, today is a bit of an anticlimax. Nothing to celebrate today. I'm just sat here. Listening to "Heartkiller" by HIM. Typing. How interesting. There is a empty packet of McCoy's next to me. Yum Yum. I am convinced my Teddy is giving me evils. And my cat is showing off her fangs.
My good friend Blonde-Walf wrote a poem recently, China dolls. It is literally the best poem I have read in ages. She has done extremely well. I am so proud. http://blonde-walf.deviantart.com/art/China-Dolls-153719255 Vain as it may seem I like to surround myself with people who are good at something. That can be anything from righting and preforming songs to making me laugh. It doesn't matter to me.
Hmm... Nothing else really to put. Been a boring day lol. See you later folks.
www.bubblemad.com
Friday 12 March 2010
A guy.
Hey All.
Well... What a time I've been having. I recently met this rather cute guy, Woody. He's really nice. He's kind, caring, he understands me. But I still miss PezMeister. I know Woody likes me. I know he really likes me. But I'm scared of leading him on. I'm not ready for another relationship yet. I don't want to give him the wrong idea. As I said. He's cute. He's funny. But he's not PezMeister. Which at the moment is all I want. I don't want to hurt him. I'm not ice hearted. And I don't want to make him fall deeply for me, when ultimately I will break his heart. I'm not saying I will. I just don't know at the moment. I am not ready for any relationship. I miss PezMeister to much. What a mess I am.
I don't know if either PezMeister or Woody read this. I would like to think they do. Although, if PezMeister reads this. He knows how I feel. Shoot! I don't mind if Woody reads this. I just hope it doesn't hurt him.
May sound ... Random. But my Cat Mandrake is sat on my lap. Purring like an engine. What a silly kitten.
Anyway... That's all....
www.bubblemad.com
Well... What a time I've been having. I recently met this rather cute guy, Woody. He's really nice. He's kind, caring, he understands me. But I still miss PezMeister. I know Woody likes me. I know he really likes me. But I'm scared of leading him on. I'm not ready for another relationship yet. I don't want to give him the wrong idea. As I said. He's cute. He's funny. But he's not PezMeister. Which at the moment is all I want. I don't want to hurt him. I'm not ice hearted. And I don't want to make him fall deeply for me, when ultimately I will break his heart. I'm not saying I will. I just don't know at the moment. I am not ready for any relationship. I miss PezMeister to much. What a mess I am.
I don't know if either PezMeister or Woody read this. I would like to think they do. Although, if PezMeister reads this. He knows how I feel. Shoot! I don't mind if Woody reads this. I just hope it doesn't hurt him.
May sound ... Random. But my Cat Mandrake is sat on my lap. Purring like an engine. What a silly kitten.
Anyway... That's all....
www.bubblemad.com
Wednesday 10 March 2010
Giving up
Hey All!
I am giving up. I want PezMeister so much. But he is more interested in Spookje than me.Every relationship I have ends with him dumping me.With one exception. Trying to find a guy who loves every part of me is proving impossible. I have as yet to find someone who can cope with me wholly. A guy who can understand when I am clingy. But also get it when I am distant. A guy who talks to me, rather than keep everything to himself. Maybe it's time to turn to the girls. I've always been attracted to girls. Now I think it's time to act upon that. They will understand when I am moody. They know how it feels to be a girl!
In other news, I am going to see Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland later. Am very excited! Me, Kenzie, Orange and Deomoia are going as a "We're single... let's at least try and be happy" I'm no really looking forward to the music though. As much as I love Tim Burton's films, most of the music is covers of original songs. Take Jefferson Air plane's White Rabbit, Their is a cover of that on the soundtrack. What is wrong with the original? Am looking forward to it though. It looks really good. Then I need to get the money from Smurf for the HIM concert on the 18th. Another thing I am VERY excited about. Am going up with Smurf and TheBlob. Wow! I wonder... No Ville will NOT go out with me xD
Anyway... No that happy, dreamy note. Bye people
www.bubblemad.com
Monday 8 March 2010
Good mates!
Hey All!
Well... Mates! What can I say? They mean everything to me! My best mate in particular. Kenzie. She has been by my side since I met her 5 years ago. She is one of the only people I can truly relate to, openly talk to and not be scared to admit when I have been dishonest or wrong. I'm not saying things have always been smooth going. We, like any friendship, have had our hard times. But we have also had the good times. We have had those days when we can't stand each other ( thankfully they only lasted a few days at most) and we have had those days where all we want is to see each other. She is truly my best friend. Through and through.
For example, the day PezMeister broke up with me. She was the first person I told. When I broke up with TheJoker. She was the first person to know. When I found out my mother was pregnant ( both times) she knew before any of my other friends. ( And some of my family! ) If anyone knows me truly. It's Kenzie. And I trust her with everything. And anything.
There are things we disagree on. Music for instance. She likes Christian music. I like heavy stuff, and HIM.... I Love HIM! ( Ville Valo *Swoon*) We differ on our taste in guys (most of the time anyway :P ) We differ in dress sense. But we are the same too. We both love first Aid. We both love music in general. We singing. We both go nuts on 'Juicy Drop Pops' and when it comes to chocolate.... Well that's a whole other story.!
So this is to you Kenzie! Thank you for always being here for me!
That's all for today folks!
www.bubblemad.com
Well... Mates! What can I say? They mean everything to me! My best mate in particular. Kenzie. She has been by my side since I met her 5 years ago. She is one of the only people I can truly relate to, openly talk to and not be scared to admit when I have been dishonest or wrong. I'm not saying things have always been smooth going. We, like any friendship, have had our hard times. But we have also had the good times. We have had those days when we can't stand each other ( thankfully they only lasted a few days at most) and we have had those days where all we want is to see each other. She is truly my best friend. Through and through.
For example, the day PezMeister broke up with me. She was the first person I told. When I broke up with TheJoker. She was the first person to know. When I found out my mother was pregnant ( both times) she knew before any of my other friends. ( And some of my family! ) If anyone knows me truly. It's Kenzie. And I trust her with everything. And anything.
There are things we disagree on. Music for instance. She likes Christian music. I like heavy stuff, and HIM.... I Love HIM! ( Ville Valo *Swoon*) We differ on our taste in guys (most of the time anyway :P ) We differ in dress sense. But we are the same too. We both love first Aid. We both love music in general. We singing. We both go nuts on 'Juicy Drop Pops' and when it comes to chocolate.... Well that's a whole other story.!
So this is to you Kenzie! Thank you for always being here for me!
That's all for today folks!
www.bubblemad.com
Sunday 7 March 2010
Addiction
Hey All!
This blog is becoming an addiction. Something I feel I need to do. Like shooting up, having that cigarette. I feel sad when I have finished typing.
I am addicted to many things. Some more dangerous than others. Some addictions I have overcome. Others I still fight with. . I used to be addicted to Marilyn Manson. This may sound like a stupid addiction, but it's not. I really was. I am not any more. Much to the pleasure or Arran my God Mother. She doesn't like him. Sorry Mazza.
Another addiction I have struggled with is Self Harm. The addiction of getting rid of emotional pain with physical pain. What does it achieve you may ask? Well, for me, it stopped the heartache. Stopped the feelings of desertion. For a while at least. You can never truly rid emotional pain, not completely. But you can try. And that is what self harm was for me. A delay, something to distract me. It worked. It still does. Sometimes.
Don't get me wrong. Self harm is not good. Like any addiction, it is something to be avoided. I am not proud of my self harm. The scars never heal. I am sharing this to dissuade you, To show you honestly what it does to you. Why I did. Why I say to anyone. Never self harm. Never.
I could say to you I am addicted to Chocolate, Cookies maybe even FFX. All things that in small amounts are good. But huge quantity are inadvisable. (Apart from FFX, that's an awesome game) But these aren't true addictions. Take me away from them and I won't go insane with need for them. I may mourn for them. long for them. But I won't go rabid for them.
Well, that's all for today,
See ya soon
www.bubblemad.com
This blog is becoming an addiction. Something I feel I need to do. Like shooting up, having that cigarette. I feel sad when I have finished typing.
I am addicted to many things. Some more dangerous than others. Some addictions I have overcome. Others I still fight with. . I used to be addicted to Marilyn Manson. This may sound like a stupid addiction, but it's not. I really was. I am not any more. Much to the pleasure or Arran my God Mother. She doesn't like him. Sorry Mazza.
Another addiction I have struggled with is Self Harm. The addiction of getting rid of emotional pain with physical pain. What does it achieve you may ask? Well, for me, it stopped the heartache. Stopped the feelings of desertion. For a while at least. You can never truly rid emotional pain, not completely. But you can try. And that is what self harm was for me. A delay, something to distract me. It worked. It still does. Sometimes.
Don't get me wrong. Self harm is not good. Like any addiction, it is something to be avoided. I am not proud of my self harm. The scars never heal. I am sharing this to dissuade you, To show you honestly what it does to you. Why I did. Why I say to anyone. Never self harm. Never.
I could say to you I am addicted to Chocolate, Cookies maybe even FFX. All things that in small amounts are good. But huge quantity are inadvisable. (Apart from FFX, that's an awesome game) But these aren't true addictions. Take me away from them and I won't go insane with need for them. I may mourn for them. long for them. But I won't go rabid for them.
Well, that's all for today,
See ya soon
www.bubblemad.com
Saturday 6 March 2010
Contemplation
Hey All
Am in a bit of a blogging mood today! Partly as an outlet to my emotions. Partly as something to do. I am currently sat at my computer, Troy is playing on my PS2 and I am talking to PezMeister via MSN. A smile is creeping round my mouth, death does that to me. One of the main ( and rather attractive ) characters have died. Fun stuff.
I have been really contemplative recently. Wondering the fate of those who cross my path. Wondering if I will ever find true love. Wondering why? Why the stars are in their patterns, why blood is red. Why am I who I am? What makes me, well, me. I have a quote from Hamlet to Ophelia in my head "Doubt thou the stars are fire, doubt thou the sun doth moon. Doubt truth to be a liar, but never doubt." This means allot to me. It is a lyric in 'Opheliac' a song by Emilie Autumn. One of my favourite songs. It is written all over my room. An Iconic quote. Telling me not to doubt. If only life was as simple. Whilst righting this I have come to the conclusion that life is full of mystery. Full of questions that stay unanswered. And try as we might, we cannot answer them. They will stay in our minds, haunting our thoughts in the darkest hours of the night. Fleeting glimpses of what life could be like, if only we could answer them. Answer the impossible questions.
Well, that's all really, something to think about, a conversation starter.
Ttyl
www.bubblemad.com
Am in a bit of a blogging mood today! Partly as an outlet to my emotions. Partly as something to do. I am currently sat at my computer, Troy is playing on my PS2 and I am talking to PezMeister via MSN. A smile is creeping round my mouth, death does that to me. One of the main ( and rather attractive ) characters have died. Fun stuff.
I have been really contemplative recently. Wondering the fate of those who cross my path. Wondering if I will ever find true love. Wondering why? Why the stars are in their patterns, why blood is red. Why am I who I am? What makes me, well, me. I have a quote from Hamlet to Ophelia in my head "Doubt thou the stars are fire, doubt thou the sun doth moon. Doubt truth to be a liar, but never doubt." This means allot to me. It is a lyric in 'Opheliac' a song by Emilie Autumn. One of my favourite songs. It is written all over my room. An Iconic quote. Telling me not to doubt. If only life was as simple. Whilst righting this I have come to the conclusion that life is full of mystery. Full of questions that stay unanswered. And try as we might, we cannot answer them. They will stay in our minds, haunting our thoughts in the darkest hours of the night. Fleeting glimpses of what life could be like, if only we could answer them. Answer the impossible questions.
Well, that's all really, something to think about, a conversation starter.
Ttyl
www.bubblemad.com
Friday 5 March 2010
A week of Weirdness
Hey All!
This has been yet another interesting week. I haven’t seen PezMeister since last Friday. I still miss him so much. He meant everything to me, and now there is an emptyeness which I find unable to fill. He was more than a boyfriend to me. He was my other half. Litteraly. I could tell him anything. I never felt siy sharing just the littlest thing with him. Yet now, there is this barrier between us. His brick wall that is stopping me reaching him the way I used to. No matter how hard I push, the wall never falters. It never breaks. Never crumbles. In my dreams he is always present. The most recent of which hurt the most.
We were walking down a path me and my ex ( TheJoker) used to walk down. We stopped part way down and he told me he no longer loved me. At this point I realise we are holing hands and he lets go. He turns around and walks away from me. As I watch him TheJoker appears and he kisses me. The walks away too.
Any of you who know me will know how much I truly hate TheJoker. How he prayed on me when I was vulnerable and can’t handle my strenght. How he hurt me. How he destroyed me. So why was he in my dream. To feed upon the hurt I feel away from PezMeister?
I don’t know.
That’s all for now.
www.bubblemad.com
Monday 1 March 2010
Oh dear!
Hey All!
Well, what a week. I have had the fortune of being dumped! Lovely. I am, as you may imadgen, Devistated. I really loved him. And up untill the day before he broke up with me, I truly beleived he loved me too. And it's all to easy to say, "Who cares?" or "Ya know, we're still mates and all" But the truth is, everytime I see him I want to hug him, cry on his shoulder, kiss him. And I can't. And yeah, we are still mates, we still hang out together, I still plat his hair. But that dosen't stop the pain. In fact it intensifyes it.
I can just about cope being around him, untill he looks at me in the eye, or he plays Final Fantasy on his guitar, or he smiles. I think I really was in love, not just the usual teenage infatuation. I think I still am. Even though there is now that barrier of not kissing him, not holding him. I still want to spend my every moment with him. What is wrong with me?
His reasons for breakig up were as follows -
I am too clingy
I am too young
I am 2 years younger than him.
I did have a day where I was clingy, that's depression for you. I'm not saying his reasons are wrong, this was his deision. I just wish with all I have that he could maybe oneday reconsider. That to me would be sinking back into the dram come true he is to me.
Anyways, sorry for the rather depressing post today.
Talk soon xx
P.S I still love you PezMeister
http://www.bubblemad.com/
Well, what a week. I have had the fortune of being dumped! Lovely. I am, as you may imadgen, Devistated. I really loved him. And up untill the day before he broke up with me, I truly beleived he loved me too. And it's all to easy to say, "Who cares?" or "Ya know, we're still mates and all" But the truth is, everytime I see him I want to hug him, cry on his shoulder, kiss him. And I can't. And yeah, we are still mates, we still hang out together, I still plat his hair. But that dosen't stop the pain. In fact it intensifyes it.
I can just about cope being around him, untill he looks at me in the eye, or he plays Final Fantasy on his guitar, or he smiles. I think I really was in love, not just the usual teenage infatuation. I think I still am. Even though there is now that barrier of not kissing him, not holding him. I still want to spend my every moment with him. What is wrong with me?
His reasons for breakig up were as follows -
I am too clingy
I am too young
I am 2 years younger than him.
I did have a day where I was clingy, that's depression for you. I'm not saying his reasons are wrong, this was his deision. I just wish with all I have that he could maybe oneday reconsider. That to me would be sinking back into the dram come true he is to me.
Anyways, sorry for the rather depressing post today.
Talk soon xx
P.S I still love you PezMeister
http://www.bubblemad.com/
Wednesday 24 February 2010
Re Emerging
Hey All
Haven't posted for quite a while. Been... Somewhat busy.
Alot has been going on, My social life has been blossoming, and I am slowly re-emerging myself into the lice ridden education complex of this country. Recently I have been staying with my GodParents, Padra and Arran, what a week! I tell you, we went to the National Media Museum, we went to the Viking things in York, we even went to have tea in Betty's. WOW.
Although, I have really missed my boyfriend PezMeister. I love him loads and being away from him was hard. I saw him yesterday, but he seemed really unresponsive, as if I was just annoying him. I really hope I wasn't. I am hoping to see him on thursday, but knowing him, we'll end up at General Foo Foo's. Don't get me wrong, General Foo Foo is a really good mate, but I just want to be with PezMeister. Just me and him. Am I being over sensitive?
As you may have noted by now, I get paranoid. Anything, and everything causes fresh doubts to pop into my head. That then nag at me. Over and over.
Enjoy life everyone
GothicSocks xx
Haven't posted for quite a while. Been... Somewhat busy.
Alot has been going on, My social life has been blossoming, and I am slowly re-emerging myself into the lice ridden education complex of this country. Recently I have been staying with my GodParents, Padra and Arran, what a week! I tell you, we went to the National Media Museum, we went to the Viking things in York, we even went to have tea in Betty's. WOW.
Although, I have really missed my boyfriend PezMeister. I love him loads and being away from him was hard. I saw him yesterday, but he seemed really unresponsive, as if I was just annoying him. I really hope I wasn't. I am hoping to see him on thursday, but knowing him, we'll end up at General Foo Foo's. Don't get me wrong, General Foo Foo is a really good mate, but I just want to be with PezMeister. Just me and him. Am I being over sensitive?
As you may have noted by now, I get paranoid. Anything, and everything causes fresh doubts to pop into my head. That then nag at me. Over and over.
Enjoy life everyone
GothicSocks xx
Wednesday 3 February 2010
The Fourth Comming
Hey All!
As valentines day approaches I am beginnig to think about romance. Uh Oh! Don't get me wrong, I like romance and all... I just let my mind wander a little too much. I have the most wonderfull boyfrined at the moment. PezMeister.* I was thinking of being realy sweet and making him a Slash ragdoll ( He loves Guns N' Roses) but after the hastle it has been to make just the body and the legs... I am beginning to think it was a bad idea. I can sew. Just not well. And Slash is not an easy thing to make. Maybe I'll just draw him a picture or something.
Enough about romance... Back to my favorite game at the moment. Final Fantasy! At the moment I am fighting a fire thing. A thunder thing and a lizard thing. I am, as PezMeister puts it "Training like a MoFo". To try and beat a boss. Not easy Lol. Oh well. What fun would a game be without a challenge? None what so ever. At the moment ( for those who know the charicters ) My battle line up is Tidus, Lulu and Auron. I like to think they make a good team. And so far I have been doing well... Maybe though it's time to let the other charicters join in. Poor Wakka, Yuna, Kimarhi. The only downfall of thins lineup so far is that Lulu has just over 500 HP, which compared to Auron and Tidus, it's measly. She dies to quickly. Although, at the moment she is the only chariter that can use black magic.
Anyway, thats all for today. Byesy bye.
*I don't use real names.
As valentines day approaches I am beginnig to think about romance. Uh Oh! Don't get me wrong, I like romance and all... I just let my mind wander a little too much. I have the most wonderfull boyfrined at the moment. PezMeister.* I was thinking of being realy sweet and making him a Slash ragdoll ( He loves Guns N' Roses) but after the hastle it has been to make just the body and the legs... I am beginning to think it was a bad idea. I can sew. Just not well. And Slash is not an easy thing to make. Maybe I'll just draw him a picture or something.
Enough about romance... Back to my favorite game at the moment. Final Fantasy! At the moment I am fighting a fire thing. A thunder thing and a lizard thing. I am, as PezMeister puts it "Training like a MoFo". To try and beat a boss. Not easy Lol. Oh well. What fun would a game be without a challenge? None what so ever. At the moment ( for those who know the charicters ) My battle line up is Tidus, Lulu and Auron. I like to think they make a good team. And so far I have been doing well... Maybe though it's time to let the other charicters join in. Poor Wakka, Yuna, Kimarhi. The only downfall of thins lineup so far is that Lulu has just over 500 HP, which compared to Auron and Tidus, it's measly. She dies to quickly. Although, at the moment she is the only chariter that can use black magic.
Anyway, thats all for today. Byesy bye.
*I don't use real names.
Monday 1 February 2010
School, music and just a little more.
Hey all!
Here goes my third post. Today has been a random day. I have been to school. Fun. Not. I have been to my boyfriends and played Dead or Alive4 :-). Epic game. Was really good. One of the charicters ( please bear in mind I have never played this game [or any of the DoA games] before so have no idea of the charicter names) who has white hair was a drunk. He was a legend. Although I do think I KOed in every round. If that is the right phrasing or terminoligy.
In other news. I failed at they gym. Trying to lift weights 3 times what I am used to. Was not easy. It was actually rather hard. I managed it though. My arms burned for nearly an hour later. :-S. I did manage to do 20 mins on the strider and a good 5/10 mins on the rowing machine. There is this amazing game on there where you eat fish. Masochistic and sadistic as I am. I played untill I burned all over. But I killed LOADS of fish so life is good.
Today has also been a day of music. Currently on my 'Top 10 Most Listened' playlist is -
1} Opheliac - Emilie Autumn
2) I know where you sleep - Emilie Autumn
3) I love you - HIM
4) Run - Snow Patrol
5) The Olde Headboard - Rasputina
6) Bulimiarexia - Eths
7) Killing Lonliness - HIM
8) Your Call - Seconhand Scerenade
9) Will You - Hazel O'Connor
10) dark Light - HIM
As you can see, a wide range of different music, and I love all the songs. In my free time I am a singer, so alot of theese songs I like to sing when I can. I am part of AMP, the local music Project, and I sing on the songs 'Will You' and 'Run'* I love singing. I myself would say I'm not a great singer, but my best mates and my Boyfrined would say I am ok. I'll take their word for it. I think I suck.
Anyways people, FFX calls.
See you soon
GothicSocks xx
*Sometimes. Depending on who else is present said night.
Here goes my third post. Today has been a random day. I have been to school. Fun. Not. I have been to my boyfriends and played Dead or Alive4 :-). Epic game. Was really good. One of the charicters ( please bear in mind I have never played this game [or any of the DoA games] before so have no idea of the charicter names) who has white hair was a drunk. He was a legend. Although I do think I KOed in every round. If that is the right phrasing or terminoligy.
In other news. I failed at they gym. Trying to lift weights 3 times what I am used to. Was not easy. It was actually rather hard. I managed it though. My arms burned for nearly an hour later. :-S. I did manage to do 20 mins on the strider and a good 5/10 mins on the rowing machine. There is this amazing game on there where you eat fish. Masochistic and sadistic as I am. I played untill I burned all over. But I killed LOADS of fish so life is good.
Today has also been a day of music. Currently on my 'Top 10 Most Listened' playlist is -
1} Opheliac - Emilie Autumn
2) I know where you sleep - Emilie Autumn
3) I love you - HIM
4) Run - Snow Patrol
5) The Olde Headboard - Rasputina
6) Bulimiarexia - Eths
7) Killing Lonliness - HIM
8) Your Call - Seconhand Scerenade
9) Will You - Hazel O'Connor
10) dark Light - HIM
As you can see, a wide range of different music, and I love all the songs. In my free time I am a singer, so alot of theese songs I like to sing when I can. I am part of AMP, the local music Project, and I sing on the songs 'Will You' and 'Run'* I love singing. I myself would say I'm not a great singer, but my best mates and my Boyfrined would say I am ok. I'll take their word for it. I think I suck.
Anyways people, FFX calls.
See you soon
GothicSocks xx
*Sometimes. Depending on who else is present said night.
Sunday 31 January 2010
Secondary Scenario
Hey all!
This is only my second post, so I don't really have a theeme as of yet!
Now to let you kow what's been going on in the land of socks recently. Yesterday I went round my mate's house to do a photoshoot. My first. We both modeled, although I was in more shots, as I was the focus. We took around 100 photos although I think we only kept around 10, as most came ou blurry. Teach me to dance infront of a motion detect camera. We got some good pictures though, and my feet ache from the shoes I was wearing. Spookje ( My mate ) calls them her "red porno heels" and I couldn't agree more. They are tall, platform toe stilletoes in crimson red, that are strapped to your feet. Gorjous heels, but killer to walk on. For me anyway. I NEVER wear heels!
In other news my boots broke (MadFish) they WERE my pride and joy.... Looks like I am going to be savng up for some NewRocks from now on. I'm not even going to look for a design I like untill I have £100 in the bank... This could take a while.
While I wait, I am playing Final Fantasy X at the moment, by request from my Boyfriend, who is a game fanatic. And currently waiting for Dante's Inferno to come out on Xbox 360. In his words it is "A fekin awsome game" and after watching his mate play the demo... I must say the graphics are amazing. The game is Badass and the plot looks to be one of the best games out there. Back to FFX though. I have just been pushed off a cliff by a chocobo eater. Oops. I am seriously enjoying the game though. I am not very good with most games. Take CoD for example. I am the standing target... I have even taken to trying to hide so I can at least get least deaths... Dosen't work though. Screen watchers.
Anyway... That's all for today. See you soon.
GothicSocks x
www.bubblemad.com
This is only my second post, so I don't really have a theeme as of yet!
Now to let you kow what's been going on in the land of socks recently. Yesterday I went round my mate's house to do a photoshoot. My first. We both modeled, although I was in more shots, as I was the focus. We took around 100 photos although I think we only kept around 10, as most came ou blurry. Teach me to dance infront of a motion detect camera. We got some good pictures though, and my feet ache from the shoes I was wearing. Spookje ( My mate ) calls them her "red porno heels" and I couldn't agree more. They are tall, platform toe stilletoes in crimson red, that are strapped to your feet. Gorjous heels, but killer to walk on. For me anyway. I NEVER wear heels!
In other news my boots broke (MadFish) they WERE my pride and joy.... Looks like I am going to be savng up for some NewRocks from now on. I'm not even going to look for a design I like untill I have £100 in the bank... This could take a while.
While I wait, I am playing Final Fantasy X at the moment, by request from my Boyfriend, who is a game fanatic. And currently waiting for Dante's Inferno to come out on Xbox 360. In his words it is "A fekin awsome game" and after watching his mate play the demo... I must say the graphics are amazing. The game is Badass and the plot looks to be one of the best games out there. Back to FFX though. I have just been pushed off a cliff by a chocobo eater. Oops. I am seriously enjoying the game though. I am not very good with most games. Take CoD for example. I am the standing target... I have even taken to trying to hide so I can at least get least deaths... Dosen't work though. Screen watchers.
Anyway... That's all for today. See you soon.
GothicSocks x
www.bubblemad.com
Thursday 28 January 2010
An Introduction
Hey All!
Gothic Socks here!
I am 15, goth-ish
And totally random! Don't really care what people think of me, just as long as they treat my mates well. I love designing clothing and doing other people's makeup as well as my own. I'm not clever, and am no professional. I'm only 15! Lol
I also love to sketch and draw. I am most happy drawing manga but am open to different ideas. Photo manipulation is also fun!!!
I have deviantArt (black-bubble-girl) if you are interested in looking me up xD
I also like to re style clothes into a gothic, or alternative style. E.g a black shirt made into a corset design. Or a scarf sewn into different designs. I want to eventually start my own gothic style website... Will update you on my progress.
Anyways, that's me off for now. See you all soon xx
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