Hey All
Sorry I haven't posted for so log, it's just I've been so happy, and now, I can feel the darkness creeping in again. I can feel the thing that makes ma happy slip away. Becoming more distant and slowly disappearing. I can feel the one guy I want slipping away. Have I done something wrong? Did I offend him? Does he even know how I feel? Pah, To him, I'm some silly kid, I'm sure of it.
I keep telling myself, be me. Nothing else. Just be me. But it doesn't work. When I met him, I was so happy. SO enlightened, So bright but now. I'm so heavy, so dull, I'll work on being more me. I'll try. And I'll do whatever it takes to make him happy.
That's all folks! Sorry for such a depressing post.
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