Hey all!
Well, it's been just under a week since my last post. How naughty of me for neglecting you dear blog. What's happened since last week? Well.... I've turned 16. This makes life so so so much easier. I can now tell the guy I like, that I like him. If I can build up the courage that is. I think though, it's pretty clear. I mean, I'm super flirty. I think. And although I sometimes air on the cautious side, I want to tell him so badly now. But then again, what happens if he doesn't like me? I hope to god he does, but I don't know. We speak everyday. And we talk allot.
I hope he likes me too. I really do. He's the perfect SamuraiPirate.
Well that's all today really, bye bye x
Monday 27 September 2010
Saturday 18 September 2010
just a quick one
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Stonehenge
Hey All !
So, I haven't really posted recently, and to be honest, screw the whole "Lets not get personal" thing, it's not going to happen, otherwise this just becomes another fictional blog about nothing, just maybe one or two semi interesting pints of view on really trivial matters, I want this to be my view on the world. For instance I am, right now, sat on my bed, with my laptop on my lap ( Who'd have guessed ) in my pyjamas. My hair is tied messily back to keep it out of the way. My make up is seriously smudged because I forgot to take it off yesterday. And all I can think off is... Him. Oh, and NO, I'm not telling you who he is, do the Math, you can probably work it out. I'm thinking abut how much fun it's going to be tomorrow, Seeing Trigger, Beast and Mrs Trigger at Stonehenge. I can't wait. Silly ow I'm so excited, but I'm gonna be missing one crucial person too. I'm thinking about what to wear, do I put on the ripped to hell skinny jeans with the holes in the knees? Or do I put on the nice new jeans that look all smart? Do I wear the corset top? Or the Gothic long sleeved one mum bought me, or the elven style top? Do I do my make up all dark and demonic? Or do I go for something more colourful, something in red? I'm looking at my posters, I have hundreds of the bloomin things. Hayley Williams. Marilyn Manson, Ville Valo, Avenged Sevenfold and a few photocopies of manga from the Model Series. Sometimes it's strange being in my room, with all these eyes looking at me. I feel guilty, like I'm being prosecuted, and yet protected. Because no matter what, they're always there. Unless I rip them down that is.
That however is a different type of personal. And insight into my mind rather than my life. I don't know. Meh.
Bye x
So, I haven't really posted recently, and to be honest, screw the whole "Lets not get personal" thing, it's not going to happen, otherwise this just becomes another fictional blog about nothing, just maybe one or two semi interesting pints of view on really trivial matters, I want this to be my view on the world. For instance I am, right now, sat on my bed, with my laptop on my lap ( Who'd have guessed ) in my pyjamas. My hair is tied messily back to keep it out of the way. My make up is seriously smudged because I forgot to take it off yesterday. And all I can think off is... Him. Oh, and NO, I'm not telling you who he is, do the Math, you can probably work it out. I'm thinking abut how much fun it's going to be tomorrow, Seeing Trigger, Beast and Mrs Trigger at Stonehenge. I can't wait. Silly ow I'm so excited, but I'm gonna be missing one crucial person too. I'm thinking about what to wear, do I put on the ripped to hell skinny jeans with the holes in the knees? Or do I put on the nice new jeans that look all smart? Do I wear the corset top? Or the Gothic long sleeved one mum bought me, or the elven style top? Do I do my make up all dark and demonic? Or do I go for something more colourful, something in red? I'm looking at my posters, I have hundreds of the bloomin things. Hayley Williams. Marilyn Manson, Ville Valo, Avenged Sevenfold and a few photocopies of manga from the Model Series. Sometimes it's strange being in my room, with all these eyes looking at me. I feel guilty, like I'm being prosecuted, and yet protected. Because no matter what, they're always there. Unless I rip them down that is.
That however is a different type of personal. And insight into my mind rather than my life. I don't know. Meh.
Bye x
Monday 13 September 2010
Personal
Hey All!
Well, it seems I've let these blogs become personal again.... Not good. It's silly how I have to keep a kind of distance between this "blog" world and the real world. Sometimes there are things I want to shout to the world, but if I do, no end of problems will arise. For instance, there is a guy I like, and I do't want him to know, just yet.... I will tell him. obviously, just a few things need to change first. See, there I go again, making things personal. But if I put too much here about that, I'll either push him away or make things too dramatic. I don't want that.
Okay, well,yesterday I went to London. For the Thamesfest. A huge festival along the river Thames. Was a really good day, we saw good friend Samsam Bubbleman, which was brilliant. It was good to see him again. Going to have to meet up for a meal soon!
Okay, so to be honest, don't really know what else to put. See you soon x
Well, it seems I've let these blogs become personal again.... Not good. It's silly how I have to keep a kind of distance between this "blog" world and the real world. Sometimes there are things I want to shout to the world, but if I do, no end of problems will arise. For instance, there is a guy I like, and I do't want him to know, just yet.... I will tell him. obviously, just a few things need to change first. See, there I go again, making things personal. But if I put too much here about that, I'll either push him away or make things too dramatic. I don't want that.
Okay, well,yesterday I went to London. For the Thamesfest. A huge festival along the river Thames. Was a really good day, we saw good friend Samsam Bubbleman, which was brilliant. It was good to see him again. Going to have to meet up for a meal soon!
Okay, so to be honest, don't really know what else to put. See you soon x
Wednesday 8 September 2010
Back to Education :(
Hey All!
Well, today I found out, I'm back at school as of Friday. Albeit half a day. Yay.... Or not. I though today, as I'm back at school soon I should possibly do some Math, make it look like I've made an effort, you know :) But after an hour or so of working, I gave up. Everything distracted me. The cat. My laptop. Weird noises from next door. The postman. Everything. This is not to say I got nothing done. In fact I got through 1.5 sections of the workbook I've been given. Not bad me thinks. Suffice to say, though, I am no looking forward to school again.
On the other hand, before I am to see SamuraiPirate and the others, I must have 1 term of school, so bring it on. I'm still counting the days. I really can't wait. And according to Dad, we may be leaving a day earlier than previously thought, as there is a Teacher Training day all across Hampshire. Wooo!
This weekend I'm off to London to Thamesfest, to see the wonderful Samsam Bubbleman! Bring on the bubbles. Haven't seen him and his crew of Bubbleoligists for almost a year ::( So will be great to catch up! Must practice the bubble tricks though. Cutting a bubble in half does take practice. Teehee. It's going to be great.
Oh guys, did I tell you, I'm 16 soon!!!! I can't wait. I don't know what I want yet to be honest. 16 days, and I still have no clue! In an ideal world, motor bike please? But something tells me, that's not going to happen. I had, originally asked for a new MP4 player, but now my iPod is working again... I don't need one. So I'm a a loss what to ask for. New Rocks C= Now that would be good. Or a steel boned corset. Haha, once again, wishful thinking I'm afraid.
Well, I can't really think of anything more to say today. Talk soon people bye bye!
x
Well, today I found out, I'm back at school as of Friday. Albeit half a day. Yay.... Or not. I though today, as I'm back at school soon I should possibly do some Math, make it look like I've made an effort, you know :) But after an hour or so of working, I gave up. Everything distracted me. The cat. My laptop. Weird noises from next door. The postman. Everything. This is not to say I got nothing done. In fact I got through 1.5 sections of the workbook I've been given. Not bad me thinks. Suffice to say, though, I am no looking forward to school again.
On the other hand, before I am to see SamuraiPirate and the others, I must have 1 term of school, so bring it on. I'm still counting the days. I really can't wait. And according to Dad, we may be leaving a day earlier than previously thought, as there is a Teacher Training day all across Hampshire. Wooo!
This weekend I'm off to London to Thamesfest, to see the wonderful Samsam Bubbleman! Bring on the bubbles. Haven't seen him and his crew of Bubbleoligists for almost a year ::( So will be great to catch up! Must practice the bubble tricks though. Cutting a bubble in half does take practice. Teehee. It's going to be great.
Oh guys, did I tell you, I'm 16 soon!!!! I can't wait. I don't know what I want yet to be honest. 16 days, and I still have no clue! In an ideal world, motor bike please? But something tells me, that's not going to happen. I had, originally asked for a new MP4 player, but now my iPod is working again... I don't need one. So I'm a a loss what to ask for. New Rocks C= Now that would be good. Or a steel boned corset. Haha, once again, wishful thinking I'm afraid.
Well, I can't really think of anything more to say today. Talk soon people bye bye!
x
Tuesday 7 September 2010
A slight Rant expanded!
Hey All!
Well, this is kind of an extension to yesterday's rant. I just ran out of typing time yesterday. Grrr!, So where was I? I moaned about the weather and then moaned about my song. I'm moany, I don't want to be moany! What I want to know really is who actually reads this? Can you comment below if you do please, just one word or maybe two!
The music thingy I went to with Nanna was good, if not a little weird! But on Sunday she took me to the Spinnaker Tower! Was very good, I even walked across the Glass floor. That was scary!! After the tower Nan, Granddad and I went to a Chinese all you can eat. Yay. I love Chinese! Here are a few snaps I took...
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This is looking down through the Glass floor!
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Well, this is kind of an extension to yesterday's rant. I just ran out of typing time yesterday. Grrr!, So where was I? I moaned about the weather and then moaned about my song. I'm moany, I don't want to be moany! What I want to know really is who actually reads this? Can you comment below if you do please, just one word or maybe two!
The music thingy I went to with Nanna was good, if not a little weird! But on Sunday she took me to the Spinnaker Tower! Was very good, I even walked across the Glass floor. That was scary!! After the tower Nan, Granddad and I went to a Chinese all you can eat. Yay. I love Chinese! Here are a few snaps I took...
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And the View from the Crow's nest! All in all, we had a great day!
Okay, so today I have to go for a CT scan. Does anyone remember when I broke my wrist, or so they debated in May? Well, the story goes, In may Mum and Dad took us all camping. and whilst putting up my tent, I missed the tent peg I was hammering in, and hit my hand ( along the thumb bone). I went to Accident and Emergency, saw a doctor and had my wrist and hand x-rayed. They said, it's only a sprain, wear this wrist splint for a few weeks and come see us again, so I did, and 6 weeks later, I am told, "Actually we think you've shattered a bone in your wrist. Ouch, so now, a further 6 weeks later, I am off to Winchester Hospital for a scan. What joy.
Last night I wrote a poem, originally destined for my other blog ( www.poemfix.blogspot.com ) but when it was finished, I decided to post it to both. Just feels right.... So here you are....
Trying to decipher what I mean to you is not as easy as it seems
I’ve checked all the signs and I’ve read all the books
To be honest, you confuse me with your bi polar reactions
I don’t want to appear immature in your eyes
Everything I tell you is laced with the emotions I swell from
In truth you see, I want to scream at you how I feel
I hold back, answering your questions, as openly as possible
I may bend the truth, but I tell no lies
I find play lists of songs that pull back memories of you
When I watch films I can almost hear you laughing
The books I read are inspired by your interests and likes
I want to be more like you. So you’ll want me
My ambitions in life are different now, from meeting you
Ideas I had, theories of the world, karma and fate
They all changed with one of your deeply warming smiles
One thing has stayed the same, with you I want to be
This text isn’t neat and tidy, it’s not meant to be
Meticulously numbered syllables are missing
Because thins is raw and real straight from my heart
Written so you can see who I am.
No masterpiece, but no worries, it's not meant to be. Hope you like it, well, that's all for today. Bye bye people
Monday 6 September 2010
A slight rant
Hey All
Well, today was fun! I went into town and saw all my mates for the first time in a while. Was a really good day! Until it rained. To be honest, that just ruined it. Honestly. Why rain. the weather was nice, every one was happy and smiling then little drops of watery sadness started to fall, and kill the mood. Why why why. Apart from the clouds depositing their opinions upon us, whether we wanted them or not, I had a good day. I got some new bandannas, ate some gummy bears, drank a little bit of MONSTER energy. Life is good.
I wrote a song the other day. It's pretty rubbish. Trying to write about a night I had, and as a poem it;s great. And I'm sure, if I could get the right melody, it would sound so much better. Keep trying I suppose.
Well, that's my rant for today. Bye bye people x
Well, today was fun! I went into town and saw all my mates for the first time in a while. Was a really good day! Until it rained. To be honest, that just ruined it. Honestly. Why rain. the weather was nice, every one was happy and smiling then little drops of watery sadness started to fall, and kill the mood. Why why why. Apart from the clouds depositing their opinions upon us, whether we wanted them or not, I had a good day. I got some new bandannas, ate some gummy bears, drank a little bit of MONSTER energy. Life is good.
I wrote a song the other day. It's pretty rubbish. Trying to write about a night I had, and as a poem it;s great. And I'm sure, if I could get the right melody, it would sound so much better. Keep trying I suppose.
Well, that's my rant for today. Bye bye people x
Saturday 4 September 2010
Wey!
Hey All!
Well, I'm back from greenbelt. That was fun. But now I'm counting the days until I'm up in Yorkshire again. I miss all the guys up there, especially SamuraiPirate. Well, Greenbelt.... I saw this amazing band Toxic Federation! They were amazing... So anyone who likes heavy music... Go look them up, then buy their album, then go to their gigs and then become a superfan! I'm currently texting the lead singer ( Mitchel Emms ) who is completely nuts, but also a real laugh. His number is 0789456.... Did you really think I'd give it you? Nah. I'm too nice. Seriously though. Check them out!
Yorkshire! Oh how I want to go back. I worked out the hours until I get there ( working on arriving at 5pm ) yesterday. It seems so long! It's stupid to think I have so long until I can see everyone again! Miss them all so much! Mostly I can't wait to see SamuraiPirate, I have a bracelet I made for him :)
Oooh! Pot Noodle! Thanks Mum! Beef and Tomato :)
Anyway, tonight I'm off out with my Nanna and Grampy. Some old time Music thingy, looks interesting. Then Sunday, I'm not sure what I'm doing, maybe going out with Nanna again. Could be fun :)
I'm contemplating going veggie. Meat, to me, doesn't hold all that big of an appeal. I don't like death for animals ( Apart from in self defence or if it's an "Mercy Killing" ) and most of what I eat is suitable for vegetarians. Maybe I will. I'll have to think!
Well, that's all for today! Bye bye
Well, I'm back from greenbelt. That was fun. But now I'm counting the days until I'm up in Yorkshire again. I miss all the guys up there, especially SamuraiPirate. Well, Greenbelt.... I saw this amazing band Toxic Federation! They were amazing... So anyone who likes heavy music... Go look them up, then buy their album, then go to their gigs and then become a superfan! I'm currently texting the lead singer ( Mitchel Emms ) who is completely nuts, but also a real laugh. His number is 0789456.... Did you really think I'd give it you? Nah. I'm too nice. Seriously though. Check them out!
Yorkshire! Oh how I want to go back. I worked out the hours until I get there ( working on arriving at 5pm ) yesterday. It seems so long! It's stupid to think I have so long until I can see everyone again! Miss them all so much! Mostly I can't wait to see SamuraiPirate, I have a bracelet I made for him :)
Oooh! Pot Noodle! Thanks Mum! Beef and Tomato :)
Anyway, tonight I'm off out with my Nanna and Grampy. Some old time Music thingy, looks interesting. Then Sunday, I'm not sure what I'm doing, maybe going out with Nanna again. Could be fun :)
I'm contemplating going veggie. Meat, to me, doesn't hold all that big of an appeal. I don't like death for animals ( Apart from in self defence or if it's an "Mercy Killing" ) and most of what I eat is suitable for vegetarians. Maybe I will. I'll have to think!
Well, that's all for today! Bye bye
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